Day 100
Today one of my close friends got married to her best friend!! What a wedding it turned out to be. Everything was beautifully arranged and the ceremony went without a hitch...except Steph's laughter. I don't think it would have been her wedding if there was no laughing involved. I love to see those two so happy together and it brings me joy to see that they are ready to make such a holy and sanctified covenant with each other as God commands.
Watching her come down the aisle was a wave of emotions. Everyone was either crying, smiling, looking on in awe, or watching Dylan's face as Steph walked toward him. She was a beautiful and radiant bride! I only hope and pray for the best for them. God brought them together and He will keep them together as long as they keep Him in focus. I'm so excited for them!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Laughter
Day 99
Steph and Dylan had their wedding rehearsal tonight. I can't believe tomorrow is their special day!! Everything went smoothly...until they rehearsed the vows. I know these two people have laughter as a major part of their relationship and that didn't decrease even during a somewhat serious rehearsal. They started to practice their vows but they kept laughing during the entire time. It was so funny to see them both enjoying themselves so much as they prepared to make their day as smooth as possible. It's a rare moment when those two aren't laughing.
I"m so thankful that they can go through life and still find so many moments for laughter. It is an encouragement that they aren't afraid to laugh and find joy in every situation. I hear wedding planning and rehearsing tends to be stressful, but Steph and Dylan took it all in stride and had so much fun with it! Lord, thank you for this wonderful pair of friends. Please bless them as they prepare for their special day tomorrow.
Steph and Dylan had their wedding rehearsal tonight. I can't believe tomorrow is their special day!! Everything went smoothly...until they rehearsed the vows. I know these two people have laughter as a major part of their relationship and that didn't decrease even during a somewhat serious rehearsal. They started to practice their vows but they kept laughing during the entire time. It was so funny to see them both enjoying themselves so much as they prepared to make their day as smooth as possible. It's a rare moment when those two aren't laughing.
I"m so thankful that they can go through life and still find so many moments for laughter. It is an encouragement that they aren't afraid to laugh and find joy in every situation. I hear wedding planning and rehearsing tends to be stressful, but Steph and Dylan took it all in stride and had so much fun with it! Lord, thank you for this wonderful pair of friends. Please bless them as they prepare for their special day tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Inexpensive Creativity
Day 98
Our MENC chapter holds seminars about once or twice a month during the semester and tonight we had our last one. Our guest was Dr. Woodson, a world-renowned percussion specialist who does a lot with Remo drum company in creating different drums and equipment for students and young people. He showed us several different examples of all of the drums and simple instruments we could make out of ordinary objects. He made a "talking drum", taken from Africa, with tape, hoops, and pizza sauce cans. We got to turn ordinary straws into flutes and even performed an impromptu piece at the end of the session! You should have seen and heard all of us college kids getting excited over something so simple, yet so creative. This was a huge encouragement to those who are pursuing music education. If our future school district does not have the equipment or the funds for an adequate set of classroom drums and percussion instruments, we now have an idea of how to teach students to make their own. Most of what he made was from recycled objects, wooden blocks, PVC pipe, 40lb fishing line, cans, and tape. I'm pretty sure all of us wanted to go home and make a few of the instruments ourselves. I think that might be a project for me this summer depending on what kind of school district I get into. Or...maybe just for fun if I volunteer at a kid's camp or daycare.
With a pinched budget and as a newly-wed-to-be, I'm really going to be looking for ways to cut corners and to make the most of what I have available. This session definitely gave me great ideas on how to keep the budget within safe boundaries while still having a successful program.
Our MENC chapter holds seminars about once or twice a month during the semester and tonight we had our last one. Our guest was Dr. Woodson, a world-renowned percussion specialist who does a lot with Remo drum company in creating different drums and equipment for students and young people. He showed us several different examples of all of the drums and simple instruments we could make out of ordinary objects. He made a "talking drum", taken from Africa, with tape, hoops, and pizza sauce cans. We got to turn ordinary straws into flutes and even performed an impromptu piece at the end of the session! You should have seen and heard all of us college kids getting excited over something so simple, yet so creative. This was a huge encouragement to those who are pursuing music education. If our future school district does not have the equipment or the funds for an adequate set of classroom drums and percussion instruments, we now have an idea of how to teach students to make their own. Most of what he made was from recycled objects, wooden blocks, PVC pipe, 40lb fishing line, cans, and tape. I'm pretty sure all of us wanted to go home and make a few of the instruments ourselves. I think that might be a project for me this summer depending on what kind of school district I get into. Or...maybe just for fun if I volunteer at a kid's camp or daycare.
With a pinched budget and as a newly-wed-to-be, I'm really going to be looking for ways to cut corners and to make the most of what I have available. This session definitely gave me great ideas on how to keep the budget within safe boundaries while still having a successful program.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Good Times Ahead
Day 97
In twenty-five days I will be married to my best friend, a week before that, I will be a college graduate, a few days before that, I will have finished my senior recital and student teaching; about a week before that, one of my roommates will be married. It's been a stressful few days so it's nice to be able to reflect on the good times to come. I've joked around saying that I will have to get married before I ever have any downtime, and so far, that sounds about right. I'm very much looking forward to completing my senior recital, seeing one of my best friends get married, finishing student teaching, graduating, and finally getting married. Then it's off to a few days with Dustin to just chill, hang out, and get ready for married life.
I find it very easy to become distracted and discouraged by the stress in life, by those things that just aren't going the way they are supposed to, so I'm very thankful to have so many things to look forward to. I have my wonderful fiance to lean on, a supportive family, and roommates who are just joy to be with. Thank you, Lord, for the blessings of better times ahead and for keeping me focused on those good things to ward off the discouragement and stress.
In twenty-five days I will be married to my best friend, a week before that, I will be a college graduate, a few days before that, I will have finished my senior recital and student teaching; about a week before that, one of my roommates will be married. It's been a stressful few days so it's nice to be able to reflect on the good times to come. I've joked around saying that I will have to get married before I ever have any downtime, and so far, that sounds about right. I'm very much looking forward to completing my senior recital, seeing one of my best friends get married, finishing student teaching, graduating, and finally getting married. Then it's off to a few days with Dustin to just chill, hang out, and get ready for married life.
I find it very easy to become distracted and discouraged by the stress in life, by those things that just aren't going the way they are supposed to, so I'm very thankful to have so many things to look forward to. I have my wonderful fiance to lean on, a supportive family, and roommates who are just joy to be with. Thank you, Lord, for the blessings of better times ahead and for keeping me focused on those good things to ward off the discouragement and stress.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Improvements
Day 96
I've been working with all the sectionals and band kids for several weeks now. I've gotten to know them and where they are with their talents and skills. There are a select few groups of instruments that are having a harder time grasping concepts than other groups. But today, I realized how far they all have come. Thinking back to the beginning of my student teaching experience, I can remember still going over fingerings and getting the notes familiar to their ears. Today though, the trumpets were reading the notes with more confidence, breathing deeper, and hearing the notes more clearly.
It's always encouraging to see my students improve and develop a love and excitement for reaching the next step in music. I love working with them because they are energetic, fun, and so willing to learn. I'm really going to miss my band kids when student teaching is done.
I've been working with all the sectionals and band kids for several weeks now. I've gotten to know them and where they are with their talents and skills. There are a select few groups of instruments that are having a harder time grasping concepts than other groups. But today, I realized how far they all have come. Thinking back to the beginning of my student teaching experience, I can remember still going over fingerings and getting the notes familiar to their ears. Today though, the trumpets were reading the notes with more confidence, breathing deeper, and hearing the notes more clearly.
It's always encouraging to see my students improve and develop a love and excitement for reaching the next step in music. I love working with them because they are energetic, fun, and so willing to learn. I'm really going to miss my band kids when student teaching is done.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Four Weeks
Day 95
Today marks the official day that Dustin and I are less than four weeks away from being married! And even less than that and my roommates and I will be graduates! Everything is coming to a screeching halt in the world of college. We will be done with student teaching in less than three weeks, be graduated in just about three weeks, and I will be married in just less than four weeks. Wow, talk about a reality slap in the face. There is so much to do between now and the end of the year. One of my roommates is getting this Friday which just adds to the excitement!
I really don't care to look at calendars for too long; they tend to make me feel stressed if I see too much ink on a particular day...or entire week. That's how it's been this semester. You do not want to see my planner, it's too overwhelming. But yet, all of us, not just me, have made it this far. I'm pretty sure that with God's grace, strength, and never-failing love, we will all make it to the finish line and on to our next chapters of our lives.
Today marks the official day that Dustin and I are less than four weeks away from being married! And even less than that and my roommates and I will be graduates! Everything is coming to a screeching halt in the world of college. We will be done with student teaching in less than three weeks, be graduated in just about three weeks, and I will be married in just less than four weeks. Wow, talk about a reality slap in the face. There is so much to do between now and the end of the year. One of my roommates is getting this Friday which just adds to the excitement!
I really don't care to look at calendars for too long; they tend to make me feel stressed if I see too much ink on a particular day...or entire week. That's how it's been this semester. You do not want to see my planner, it's too overwhelming. But yet, all of us, not just me, have made it this far. I'm pretty sure that with God's grace, strength, and never-failing love, we will all make it to the finish line and on to our next chapters of our lives.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Busy Days
Day 94
Saturdays are traditionally meant for relaxing and taking it easy. I don't think I've had one of those in quite some time. Today was no exception. I had a dress fitting in the morning, a bridal shower in the afternoon, and a formal banquet in the evening. I don't mind busy days but this one was one for the books. The dress fitting was fun and my sister and I were able to visit our aunt while we were being fitted; the bridal shower brought together friends, family, and future family together to have fun, celebrate Dustin's and my wedding, and enjoy delicious food.
The banquet, however, was a different story. It was held in Cincinnati, two hours away from where the bridal party was held, so Dustin picked me up from the bridal shower and we headed towards the south. First off, we ended up leaving the shower late because of the clean-up and good-byes, then I forgot to print off directions so we had to call up some of my friends and get directions from them. After that, we finally found the location only to find out that there was a fee for parking...with only exact change. So we had to borrow money from another friend of mine (she was a life saver!). Walking up to the entrance, Dustin forgot to change into his dress shoes and had to run back to the car to change quickly while I waited at the main entrance. Once inside, though, we arrived just in time for dinner to be served and we finally were able to enjoy an evening together with friends, good food, music, and great conversations.
Now that I'm home, I feel like I could plop over onto my laptop right now and fall sound asleep. Today was jam-packed with things to do and places to be, but it was so worth it. I was able to visit with friends and family as well as hit the town with Dustin. Busyness is the story of my life, but it's days like this that make me thankful for them.
Saturdays are traditionally meant for relaxing and taking it easy. I don't think I've had one of those in quite some time. Today was no exception. I had a dress fitting in the morning, a bridal shower in the afternoon, and a formal banquet in the evening. I don't mind busy days but this one was one for the books. The dress fitting was fun and my sister and I were able to visit our aunt while we were being fitted; the bridal shower brought together friends, family, and future family together to have fun, celebrate Dustin's and my wedding, and enjoy delicious food.
The banquet, however, was a different story. It was held in Cincinnati, two hours away from where the bridal party was held, so Dustin picked me up from the bridal shower and we headed towards the south. First off, we ended up leaving the shower late because of the clean-up and good-byes, then I forgot to print off directions so we had to call up some of my friends and get directions from them. After that, we finally found the location only to find out that there was a fee for parking...with only exact change. So we had to borrow money from another friend of mine (she was a life saver!). Walking up to the entrance, Dustin forgot to change into his dress shoes and had to run back to the car to change quickly while I waited at the main entrance. Once inside, though, we arrived just in time for dinner to be served and we finally were able to enjoy an evening together with friends, good food, music, and great conversations.
Now that I'm home, I feel like I could plop over onto my laptop right now and fall sound asleep. Today was jam-packed with things to do and places to be, but it was so worth it. I was able to visit with friends and family as well as hit the town with Dustin. Busyness is the story of my life, but it's days like this that make me thankful for them.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Senior Moments
Day 93
One of our professors from two years ago invited us senior music majors over for an end-of-the-year dinner at her house. She has always invited us over when she taught us. Her culinary skills are always amazing and we always leave stuffed. I'm so thankful for her kindness, cooking, and care for us students. She has always shown a sincere interest in our success and our lives in general. I know that those of us who are graduating will miss her.
One of our professors from two years ago invited us senior music majors over for an end-of-the-year dinner at her house. She has always invited us over when she taught us. Her culinary skills are always amazing and we always leave stuffed. I'm so thankful for her kindness, cooking, and care for us students. She has always shown a sincere interest in our success and our lives in general. I know that those of us who are graduating will miss her.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Signs of Summer
Day 92
Boy am I ready for summer to get here! The beautiful warm weather, the windows down in my car and the radio blasting my favorite Journey songs. Heck, I even painted my nails! It's a great feeling to know that the school year is weeks from being done, which marks the end of my time at Cedarville and with my kids that I teach during student teaching. I really am going to miss them because they gave me such a great experience and helped me to grow as a teacher and as a person. My cooperating teacher has also given me much to think about as I look forward to greeting my own class in the future. She definitely has a heart for her students and she does all she can to help them learn and enjoy music.
Summer also means the beginning of married life, looking for summer jobs and sending out resumes to prospective school districts, living someplace new, and learning the ins and outs of the "real world". I think I'm ready for it. God has brought me this far so I'm sure He will guide me the rest of the way. I'm so thankful for so many signs of summer!
Boy am I ready for summer to get here! The beautiful warm weather, the windows down in my car and the radio blasting my favorite Journey songs. Heck, I even painted my nails! It's a great feeling to know that the school year is weeks from being done, which marks the end of my time at Cedarville and with my kids that I teach during student teaching. I really am going to miss them because they gave me such a great experience and helped me to grow as a teacher and as a person. My cooperating teacher has also given me much to think about as I look forward to greeting my own class in the future. She definitely has a heart for her students and she does all she can to help them learn and enjoy music.
Summer also means the beginning of married life, looking for summer jobs and sending out resumes to prospective school districts, living someplace new, and learning the ins and outs of the "real world". I think I'm ready for it. God has brought me this far so I'm sure He will guide me the rest of the way. I'm so thankful for so many signs of summer!
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Music Ed. Majors
Day 91
The MENC organization hosted a farewell party for the graduating music education seniors this evening. We had pizza from the local pizza shop, cookies, brownies, cupcakes, pop, and all kinds of good, sugary stuff. We got to sit in the sun outside of the music department building and enjoy our food and each other's fellowship. The seniors were prompted to take a scavenger hunt that led all four of us to a framed photo collage of pictures of all five of us seniors, including the one who just finished his overseas student teaching. It was so sweet of the group to do that for us! We got to swap stories of each of the seniors, both sentimental and funny, then our adviser had us all sit in front of all the other students and she presented to each of us a music bag filled with various teaching materials! We each got notebooks, stickers pads, award cards, water bottles, bulletin board boarders, and a music koosh (an insider's teaching tool that only the music educators knew about because of our adviser). I don't think I've ever felt so blessed by the music department and the music educator chapter especially. They all made us feel good about our four years of busyness as well as encouraged us as we enter the real world soon. I really appreciate those people and our adviser who invested so much time and effort into us in getting us ready to go out into the field of teaching music. I will forever be indebted to that group and the great memories we've all made.
The MENC organization hosted a farewell party for the graduating music education seniors this evening. We had pizza from the local pizza shop, cookies, brownies, cupcakes, pop, and all kinds of good, sugary stuff. We got to sit in the sun outside of the music department building and enjoy our food and each other's fellowship. The seniors were prompted to take a scavenger hunt that led all four of us to a framed photo collage of pictures of all five of us seniors, including the one who just finished his overseas student teaching. It was so sweet of the group to do that for us! We got to swap stories of each of the seniors, both sentimental and funny, then our adviser had us all sit in front of all the other students and she presented to each of us a music bag filled with various teaching materials! We each got notebooks, stickers pads, award cards, water bottles, bulletin board boarders, and a music koosh (an insider's teaching tool that only the music educators knew about because of our adviser). I don't think I've ever felt so blessed by the music department and the music educator chapter especially. They all made us feel good about our four years of busyness as well as encouraged us as we enter the real world soon. I really appreciate those people and our adviser who invested so much time and effort into us in getting us ready to go out into the field of teaching music. I will forever be indebted to that group and the great memories we've all made.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Different Languages
Day 90
It's interesting to think that the Tower of Babel incident was sort of like a curse yet God used it for good. If it weren't for the issue of people's selfishness, God wouldn't have had to mix up the languages. I was shopping at Kroger's recently for basic groceries and a Spanish-speaking gentleman came up to me asking about a package of meat. I had taken three years of French in high school and the only thing I've used it for is to order food from an authentic French cafe. As I tried to understand what he was asking me, I felt awkward and sad that I wasn't able to understand him or help him with what he needed. He eventually mumbled, "I no speak good English" which was very true. But hey, I no speak good Spanish...or any Spanish for that matter. I told him it was okay and that I was sorry I couldn't have helped him better. But as I left, I had the sudden urge to teach myself Spanish just so I could better communicate to those living around me, especially in the town where I'm living as I finish college. Had I known enough Spanish to help him, he would have probably felt thankful that someone knew Spanish and I wouldn't have felt so bad about not being able to help him.
I still think I'm going to start teaching myself basic Spanish. It wouldn't hurt, just like knowing the basics of French hasn't hurt yet. I want to be a better communicator and a better witness to those around me, and I know language doesn't have to be a barrier, but wouldn't it help if I took the time to learn a little bit of their language? God, thank you for that gentleman at Kroger and thank you for that humbling moment when I couldn't understand him even enough to help him. Please use me in whatever fashion You deem necessary for Your glory and the spreading of Your Word, even if it takes a little bit of effort to learn some Spanish.
It's interesting to think that the Tower of Babel incident was sort of like a curse yet God used it for good. If it weren't for the issue of people's selfishness, God wouldn't have had to mix up the languages. I was shopping at Kroger's recently for basic groceries and a Spanish-speaking gentleman came up to me asking about a package of meat. I had taken three years of French in high school and the only thing I've used it for is to order food from an authentic French cafe. As I tried to understand what he was asking me, I felt awkward and sad that I wasn't able to understand him or help him with what he needed. He eventually mumbled, "I no speak good English" which was very true. But hey, I no speak good Spanish...or any Spanish for that matter. I told him it was okay and that I was sorry I couldn't have helped him better. But as I left, I had the sudden urge to teach myself Spanish just so I could better communicate to those living around me, especially in the town where I'm living as I finish college. Had I known enough Spanish to help him, he would have probably felt thankful that someone knew Spanish and I wouldn't have felt so bad about not being able to help him.
I still think I'm going to start teaching myself basic Spanish. It wouldn't hurt, just like knowing the basics of French hasn't hurt yet. I want to be a better communicator and a better witness to those around me, and I know language doesn't have to be a barrier, but wouldn't it help if I took the time to learn a little bit of their language? God, thank you for that gentleman at Kroger and thank you for that humbling moment when I couldn't understand him even enough to help him. Please use me in whatever fashion You deem necessary for Your glory and the spreading of Your Word, even if it takes a little bit of effort to learn some Spanish.
Monday, April 11, 2011
Passing the Recital Check
Day 89
I know no greater relief from today other than passing my recital check! What a weight off of my shoulders and what a testimony to God's provision and strength. He gave me the confidence I needed to be sure I could get through all the music and He didn't let any thoughts get the better of me. My professor tells me I am my own worst enemy when it comes to performing because I subconsciously tell myself that I won't be able to make it, I won't be able to hit the high notes or take in as big a breath as I need to. Today, though, I focused on consistent breathing, taking in bigger breaths, and remembering to take my time between movements and pieces.
I finally feel like I'm where I need to be as a trumpet player. I have struggled with thoughts of not being good enough for the music department and not always meeting my professor's or my standards. Today, I feel like it was the affirmation I needed to let me know that I am where God wants me to be, in the busiest part of my life, playing my best for His glory.
I know no greater relief from today other than passing my recital check! What a weight off of my shoulders and what a testimony to God's provision and strength. He gave me the confidence I needed to be sure I could get through all the music and He didn't let any thoughts get the better of me. My professor tells me I am my own worst enemy when it comes to performing because I subconsciously tell myself that I won't be able to make it, I won't be able to hit the high notes or take in as big a breath as I need to. Today, though, I focused on consistent breathing, taking in bigger breaths, and remembering to take my time between movements and pieces.
I finally feel like I'm where I need to be as a trumpet player. I have struggled with thoughts of not being good enough for the music department and not always meeting my professor's or my standards. Today, I feel like it was the affirmation I needed to let me know that I am where God wants me to be, in the busiest part of my life, playing my best for His glory.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Reliance
Day 88
Reliance on a machine to get me from home to my apartment; reliance on my chops to get me through three pieces of solo music; reliance on a computer to not crash while writing lesson plans; reliance on God to get me through each day.
I never really stopped to think about how much I rely on different people and things to survive. I so often think that I'm doing this all on my own, but I'm really not, although it may feel like it sometimes. Tomorrow is my recital check and I am pretty much prepared for it. I had a decent practice session tonight and now all I have to get over is my nerves. Unfortunately, I didn't pass my first recital check because my nerves got the better of me and I got dry mouth really bad. I have an issue with stage fright so I'm heavily relying on what I've learned, my improved endurance, and God's strength to get me through it. I have never felt this confident about performing so I think tomorrow will be a demonstration of trust, dutiful practice paying off, and reliance on God that I will do my best.
I wouldn't mind any prayers for tomorrow, so if you get a few seconds, please remember me and pray for total reliance on God who gives me strength and the power to overcome anything, even nerves.
Reliance on a machine to get me from home to my apartment; reliance on my chops to get me through three pieces of solo music; reliance on a computer to not crash while writing lesson plans; reliance on God to get me through each day.
I never really stopped to think about how much I rely on different people and things to survive. I so often think that I'm doing this all on my own, but I'm really not, although it may feel like it sometimes. Tomorrow is my recital check and I am pretty much prepared for it. I had a decent practice session tonight and now all I have to get over is my nerves. Unfortunately, I didn't pass my first recital check because my nerves got the better of me and I got dry mouth really bad. I have an issue with stage fright so I'm heavily relying on what I've learned, my improved endurance, and God's strength to get me through it. I have never felt this confident about performing so I think tomorrow will be a demonstration of trust, dutiful practice paying off, and reliance on God that I will do my best.
I wouldn't mind any prayers for tomorrow, so if you get a few seconds, please remember me and pray for total reliance on God who gives me strength and the power to overcome anything, even nerves.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Legacy
Day 87
My brother played a major role in his high school production of "Into the Woods" as Jack. He did an awesome job as did the rest of the cast. I was thoroughly pleased and entertained by the choice of cast members and the cohesion of everyone involved. At the end of the production, the retiring music director of the high school was recognized for her many years of dedication to the Elgin community and to the music department and its students. Every year she manages choirs, the famous show choir, Spring musicals, competitions, etc. As a music teacher in training, I don't know how she handles it year after year but, of course, she has had years of experience and trial and error. Whoever fills her spot next year will have a huge pair of shoes to fill and a lot of people to impress and keep happy with whatever they decide to bring to the music program. My only hope is that they will do as close a good job as she did as they can.
She has inspired me in so many ways as a music teacher. I commend her responsibilities and her commitment to the program and the students. She really sacrificed a lot to keep music thriving at the school. I can only hope to leave a similar legacy when it comes time for me to retire. She will be sorely missed and very much respected; something every music teacher should aspire to be.
My brother played a major role in his high school production of "Into the Woods" as Jack. He did an awesome job as did the rest of the cast. I was thoroughly pleased and entertained by the choice of cast members and the cohesion of everyone involved. At the end of the production, the retiring music director of the high school was recognized for her many years of dedication to the Elgin community and to the music department and its students. Every year she manages choirs, the famous show choir, Spring musicals, competitions, etc. As a music teacher in training, I don't know how she handles it year after year but, of course, she has had years of experience and trial and error. Whoever fills her spot next year will have a huge pair of shoes to fill and a lot of people to impress and keep happy with whatever they decide to bring to the music program. My only hope is that they will do as close a good job as she did as they can.
She has inspired me in so many ways as a music teacher. I commend her responsibilities and her commitment to the program and the students. She really sacrificed a lot to keep music thriving at the school. I can only hope to leave a similar legacy when it comes time for me to retire. She will be sorely missed and very much respected; something every music teacher should aspire to be.
Legal Documents
Day 86
This is probably one of the only times I will admit to being thankful for a legal document. Apart from seeing Dustin for the second day in a row, we got to purchase our marriage license! Wow, what an experience. We found our way to the correct office and sat down at the front desk. The lady who helped us told us to raise our right hands and say an oath; very similar to the oath said when a witness comes to the witness stand during a trial. It immediately put a serious tone to the whole procedure. We gave our information, our parents' information, and signed the release document. We even saw the process of placing the seal of Ohio on the license! Pretty cool if you ask me. After about ten or fifteen minutes, it was official and we got to walk out with our license and all the necessary paperwork to give to our officiating pastor. Yet another thing accomplished for the wedding! Yes, thanks God for such an important and meaningful legal document.
This is probably one of the only times I will admit to being thankful for a legal document. Apart from seeing Dustin for the second day in a row, we got to purchase our marriage license! Wow, what an experience. We found our way to the correct office and sat down at the front desk. The lady who helped us told us to raise our right hands and say an oath; very similar to the oath said when a witness comes to the witness stand during a trial. It immediately put a serious tone to the whole procedure. We gave our information, our parents' information, and signed the release document. We even saw the process of placing the seal of Ohio on the license! Pretty cool if you ask me. After about ten or fifteen minutes, it was official and we got to walk out with our license and all the necessary paperwork to give to our officiating pastor. Yet another thing accomplished for the wedding! Yes, thanks God for such an important and meaningful legal document.
Grandpa and Grandma Arnott
Day 85
Dustin and I went to Columbus early this morning to get an idea of how the cake setup will look like for the wedding. I had asked my Grandma Arnott to make the cake and she made a beautiful sample cake for my birthday. She's teaching herself along with an informal cake-decorating class she attends with some friends. Today we got to decide on the arrangement, finalize the shade of white frosting to match my dress more accurately, and purchase boxes and necessary accessories.
She took me aside for a little bit and showed me the diamond she offered for me to wear for the wedding. It was her grandmother's diamond in a simple yet elegant setting on a white gold chain. It matched my dress perfectly and I agreed to let it be my "something old". We got to chat about getting ready for marriage and let reality sink in for a few seconds. I'm so excited about planning the wedding and marrying my best friend.
It was so good to get to visit with the both of them since I don't get to go to Columbus very often. It was even better to get their help in the planning along with Dustin. I'm so thankful for their support and willingness to help.
Dustin and I went to Columbus early this morning to get an idea of how the cake setup will look like for the wedding. I had asked my Grandma Arnott to make the cake and she made a beautiful sample cake for my birthday. She's teaching herself along with an informal cake-decorating class she attends with some friends. Today we got to decide on the arrangement, finalize the shade of white frosting to match my dress more accurately, and purchase boxes and necessary accessories.
She took me aside for a little bit and showed me the diamond she offered for me to wear for the wedding. It was her grandmother's diamond in a simple yet elegant setting on a white gold chain. It matched my dress perfectly and I agreed to let it be my "something old". We got to chat about getting ready for marriage and let reality sink in for a few seconds. I'm so excited about planning the wedding and marrying my best friend.
It was so good to get to visit with the both of them since I don't get to go to Columbus very often. It was even better to get their help in the planning along with Dustin. I'm so thankful for their support and willingness to help.
Discipline
Day 84
It's hard to find the motivation to get school stuff done on Spring break but it has to be done. I'm thankful for the opportunity that I had today to get a lot of things done that had to do with student teaching, online classes, and practicing. It felt good to get some stuff accomplished so I didn't have to worry about it after work.
While I clean the kitchen at work, I have to remember to try and focus on the job at hand while not getting distracted by other duties that my coworkers could handle. I usually can get into a mindset that lets me drift to other topics while still scrubbing or scraping away. I'm thankful for the patience that God has blessed me with. It definitely helps when it comes to getting a menial job done.
It's hard to find the motivation to get school stuff done on Spring break but it has to be done. I'm thankful for the opportunity that I had today to get a lot of things done that had to do with student teaching, online classes, and practicing. It felt good to get some stuff accomplished so I didn't have to worry about it after work.
While I clean the kitchen at work, I have to remember to try and focus on the job at hand while not getting distracted by other duties that my coworkers could handle. I usually can get into a mindset that lets me drift to other topics while still scrubbing or scraping away. I'm thankful for the patience that God has blessed me with. It definitely helps when it comes to getting a menial job done.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Confidence
Day 83
A week away from my recital check and I finally am able to practice with my accompanist. It went well, to my surprise. My accompanist is very talented and he basically sight-read the music while I played. After the session, my professor was very impressed and told me I should be very encouraged by the performance. I felt so confident and much less worried when I played along with the accompanist. It was refreshing to know that I'm on the right track and that I can play through both of my hardest pieces without losing my chops. I'm aiming to hang on to that confidence and praying that I will do wonderfully on my check. Yes, God is good.
A week away from my recital check and I finally am able to practice with my accompanist. It went well, to my surprise. My accompanist is very talented and he basically sight-read the music while I played. After the session, my professor was very impressed and told me I should be very encouraged by the performance. I felt so confident and much less worried when I played along with the accompanist. It was refreshing to know that I'm on the right track and that I can play through both of my hardest pieces without losing my chops. I'm aiming to hang on to that confidence and praying that I will do wonderfully on my check. Yes, God is good.
Calming Peace
Day 82
Working on my education portfolio is kind of stressful when you work on it a day before and the day of. When I went in for my meeting to make sure I was on the right track with the portfolio, my professor made it clear of how important this could be when looking and applying for jobs. I learned a lot from what she said. There were certain things employers will look for and doing the portfolio will give me a good idea of how I measure up to whoever else is on the market for the same job as I.
One thing stood out to me as I left her office: She had made it very clear how important the portfolio was but she was concerned about my progress because the completed portfolio is due in three weeks. Are you kidding me? Three weeks? That's nothing compared to what I've been handling all semester. I've been planning a wedding, keeping up with private lessons, online classes, and student teaching, as well as prepare for my senior recital all at once! If I have three weeks to work on the portfolio, it's going to be one heck of a portfolio. It was calming, in a humorous way, that I had so much time to work on it. I'm really thankful for that instance of calming peace in the middle of all I've had to deal with thus far. Thank you, God, for getting me to this point and helping me handle life with you by my side.
Working on my education portfolio is kind of stressful when you work on it a day before and the day of. When I went in for my meeting to make sure I was on the right track with the portfolio, my professor made it clear of how important this could be when looking and applying for jobs. I learned a lot from what she said. There were certain things employers will look for and doing the portfolio will give me a good idea of how I measure up to whoever else is on the market for the same job as I.
One thing stood out to me as I left her office: She had made it very clear how important the portfolio was but she was concerned about my progress because the completed portfolio is due in three weeks. Are you kidding me? Three weeks? That's nothing compared to what I've been handling all semester. I've been planning a wedding, keeping up with private lessons, online classes, and student teaching, as well as prepare for my senior recital all at once! If I have three weeks to work on the portfolio, it's going to be one heck of a portfolio. It was calming, in a humorous way, that I had so much time to work on it. I'm really thankful for that instance of calming peace in the middle of all I've had to deal with thus far. Thank you, God, for getting me to this point and helping me handle life with you by my side.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Family
Day 81
Being home has made me realize how much I appreciate my family and how much I'm going to miss seeing them so often once I'm married. Today I got to work with my mom, brother, and sister at the family pizza shop! My brother stocked, my mom ran the cash register, and my sister and I ran the kitchen. It's always much more enjoyable and fun when all of us work at the same time. I was able to spend some time with my sister while she was here for the day, share similar humor with my brother, and talk to mom about wedding stuff.
I have already bragged on all of my family but I can't get over the fact that we are all so different and yet so alike at the same time. I love that about us. We've stuck together and have grown closer together, for the most part, since our parents' divorce and I wouldn't trade time with my siblings for anything. I'm especially thankful for these two weeks off so I can have the chance to spend at least some time with Mom, Kyle, and Keriann. It's funny to realize how much you miss someone when you come back for a visit. I'm still working on wrapping my mind around the fact that all of my time with my immediate family will now be spent in visits. From here on out, I will no longer be permanently living at my Mom's house; I have an apartment with two other girls right now and I will be moving in with my fiance once we're married. Wow. This must be the week for reality checks. I'm so thankful for my family and the chances I get to spend with them.
Being home has made me realize how much I appreciate my family and how much I'm going to miss seeing them so often once I'm married. Today I got to work with my mom, brother, and sister at the family pizza shop! My brother stocked, my mom ran the cash register, and my sister and I ran the kitchen. It's always much more enjoyable and fun when all of us work at the same time. I was able to spend some time with my sister while she was here for the day, share similar humor with my brother, and talk to mom about wedding stuff.
I have already bragged on all of my family but I can't get over the fact that we are all so different and yet so alike at the same time. I love that about us. We've stuck together and have grown closer together, for the most part, since our parents' divorce and I wouldn't trade time with my siblings for anything. I'm especially thankful for these two weeks off so I can have the chance to spend at least some time with Mom, Kyle, and Keriann. It's funny to realize how much you miss someone when you come back for a visit. I'm still working on wrapping my mind around the fact that all of my time with my immediate family will now be spent in visits. From here on out, I will no longer be permanently living at my Mom's house; I have an apartment with two other girls right now and I will be moving in with my fiance once we're married. Wow. This must be the week for reality checks. I'm so thankful for my family and the chances I get to spend with them.
Confirmation
Day 80
Breakfast at Bob Evans? Yes, please! Dustin and I had breakfast with our officiating pastor today to talk about our relationship and where we are as we prepare for getting married. We were both asked to fill out an "inventory" of our relationship: things we had going for us, things we've had to work through, and something we still felt that we needed to work on as we prepare for marriage. We each filled one out separately then read them while we sat and ate. The funny thing was that our answers turned out to be similar in nature and we both had something unique that we wanted to continue to work on.
When all was said and done, the pastor, who had become a good friend to us, said he saw promise in our relationship. He made it clear that he didn't want us to feel like our marriage was going to be a bed of roses, but he was very encouraged through our different answers at the depth and closeness of our relationship. Dustin and I had been good friends before we ever got serious and we have always made it a point to be biblically founded in God's Word and in prayer. It was very encouraging to hear that from him, seeing how both of Dustin's and my parents are split. I do pray that our relationship and marriage may be a testimony to something greater than ourselves, a breath of fresh air and a positive change of pace from the history of our families. I'm really looking forward to growing with Dustin and continuing to build our foundation of faith while we prepare to start our life together.
Breakfast at Bob Evans? Yes, please! Dustin and I had breakfast with our officiating pastor today to talk about our relationship and where we are as we prepare for getting married. We were both asked to fill out an "inventory" of our relationship: things we had going for us, things we've had to work through, and something we still felt that we needed to work on as we prepare for marriage. We each filled one out separately then read them while we sat and ate. The funny thing was that our answers turned out to be similar in nature and we both had something unique that we wanted to continue to work on.
When all was said and done, the pastor, who had become a good friend to us, said he saw promise in our relationship. He made it clear that he didn't want us to feel like our marriage was going to be a bed of roses, but he was very encouraged through our different answers at the depth and closeness of our relationship. Dustin and I had been good friends before we ever got serious and we have always made it a point to be biblically founded in God's Word and in prayer. It was very encouraging to hear that from him, seeing how both of Dustin's and my parents are split. I do pray that our relationship and marriage may be a testimony to something greater than ourselves, a breath of fresh air and a positive change of pace from the history of our families. I'm really looking forward to growing with Dustin and continuing to build our foundation of faith while we prepare to start our life together.
Sister
Day 79
It's April 1st a.k.a. April Fool's Day as everyone knows. I got on Facebook to check on some things and noticed that several people had commented on my sister's picture. It was a photo of her hand with a simple, elegant ring on her ring finger. Relatives had commented on the photo with concerned remarks pertaining to if the engagement was real. At first, I was caught off-guard but then I remembered the date and realized it was a well-planned April Fool's joke. Very well played, I should add. She and her boyfriend both changed their relationship status and had many friends fooled. There were several comments of congratulations and well-wishes. Definitely one for the books.
I love my sister. We have been close for as long as I can remember. Yeah, we have had our spats and unfriendly moments but that's what sisters do. She is one of my closest friends even though we are pretty much complete opposites; she likes fashion and enjoys drama while I prefer comfort and laid back atmospheres. But we always are there for each other. She is now my Maid of Honor. No one else could ever be as deserving of that role as she is. Thank you, Lord, for such a wonderful friend and sister as Keriann. Bless her and continue to grow her into a woman after Your own heart.
It's April 1st a.k.a. April Fool's Day as everyone knows. I got on Facebook to check on some things and noticed that several people had commented on my sister's picture. It was a photo of her hand with a simple, elegant ring on her ring finger. Relatives had commented on the photo with concerned remarks pertaining to if the engagement was real. At first, I was caught off-guard but then I remembered the date and realized it was a well-planned April Fool's joke. Very well played, I should add. She and her boyfriend both changed their relationship status and had many friends fooled. There were several comments of congratulations and well-wishes. Definitely one for the books.
I love my sister. We have been close for as long as I can remember. Yeah, we have had our spats and unfriendly moments but that's what sisters do. She is one of my closest friends even though we are pretty much complete opposites; she likes fashion and enjoys drama while I prefer comfort and laid back atmospheres. But we always are there for each other. She is now my Maid of Honor. No one else could ever be as deserving of that role as she is. Thank you, Lord, for such a wonderful friend and sister as Keriann. Bless her and continue to grow her into a woman after Your own heart.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Abbott and Costello
Day 78
Ah, wedding planning...and hilarious black and white comedies. Dustin came over today to help get some more wedding stuff done including our scrapbook and finalizing the video person contract. We turned on the television for background noise and there was a Abbott and Costello marathon going on one of the local channels. I remember watching their famous routine "Who's on First" in high school during a free day in history class. The antics in that routine were only double the fun in their features included in the marathon: going to Venus, meeting Frankenstein, meeting the Mummy, and all kinds of silly plots that only they could pull off.
Isn't it sad that the humor today has to consist of nudity, foul language, and rude jokes? We watched the marathon while laughing hard. It was clean, cheesy, honestly funny, and had none of the rude, crude nonsense found in today's comedy routines such as Saturday Night Live and The Office. Yes, the world is not going to get any better and humanity is still sinful; it's a tragedy that the media feels the need to resort to such raunchiness to get an audience. I think we were both grateful for the breath of fresh air that Abbott and Costello provided for us in their comedies.
Ah, wedding planning...and hilarious black and white comedies. Dustin came over today to help get some more wedding stuff done including our scrapbook and finalizing the video person contract. We turned on the television for background noise and there was a Abbott and Costello marathon going on one of the local channels. I remember watching their famous routine "Who's on First" in high school during a free day in history class. The antics in that routine were only double the fun in their features included in the marathon: going to Venus, meeting Frankenstein, meeting the Mummy, and all kinds of silly plots that only they could pull off.
Isn't it sad that the humor today has to consist of nudity, foul language, and rude jokes? We watched the marathon while laughing hard. It was clean, cheesy, honestly funny, and had none of the rude, crude nonsense found in today's comedy routines such as Saturday Night Live and The Office. Yes, the world is not going to get any better and humanity is still sinful; it's a tragedy that the media feels the need to resort to such raunchiness to get an audience. I think we were both grateful for the breath of fresh air that Abbott and Costello provided for us in their comedies.
Accompanist
Day 77
After yesterday, today was definitely a gift from God. The gentleman I had asked to be my accompanist replied to my email confirming that he would accompany me for my recital! His rates were reasonable and he is very talented. I couldn't have been happier. After asking several university students and dreading the possibility of paying hundreds of dollars on a professional accompanist, he was definitely a God send. I will be forever thankful for his sacrifice of time and willingness to use his talents with me for the recital. With the check being less than two weeks away, there's no way I could have pulled through otherwise.
I made a list of things to get done today and I got most of it done which also lifted some weight off of my shoulders and mind. But getting an accompanist secured in time for the recital check and the recital itself was a huge accomplishment. Thank you, Lord, for showing Your might and Sovereignty to me today by providing such a huge answer to prayer.
After yesterday, today was definitely a gift from God. The gentleman I had asked to be my accompanist replied to my email confirming that he would accompany me for my recital! His rates were reasonable and he is very talented. I couldn't have been happier. After asking several university students and dreading the possibility of paying hundreds of dollars on a professional accompanist, he was definitely a God send. I will be forever thankful for his sacrifice of time and willingness to use his talents with me for the recital. With the check being less than two weeks away, there's no way I could have pulled through otherwise.
I made a list of things to get done today and I got most of it done which also lifted some weight off of my shoulders and mind. But getting an accompanist secured in time for the recital check and the recital itself was a huge accomplishment. Thank you, Lord, for showing Your might and Sovereignty to me today by providing such a huge answer to prayer.
Heart to Hearts
Day 76
Wow, I cannot express how emotional today has been. I went to campus for a trumpet lesson and to get some paperwork stuff completed. I was reminded how close my recital check was and that I still desperately need an accompanist. After work, I cried all the way home and ended up sitting in the driveway for a good ten minutes bawling like a baby. I've never felt so overwhelmed. It was hard to even talk to my fiance about what was going on. Eventually, as I sat in the driveway, I started praying and I gave all my issues and worries to God. That sounds so cliche but it was so relieving to hand my problems over to someone else. I know He will take care of the accompanist, the finances, the paperwork, the student teaching, and everything else that was weighing on my mind. After that I was able to better articulate my feelings to my best friend. I'm so thankful for a loving God who is always there, even when I've ignored Him and haven't given Him the proper attention. I'm praying for a better day tomorrow, but more importantly, a day in which I am constantly aware of His goodness and provision.
Wow, I cannot express how emotional today has been. I went to campus for a trumpet lesson and to get some paperwork stuff completed. I was reminded how close my recital check was and that I still desperately need an accompanist. After work, I cried all the way home and ended up sitting in the driveway for a good ten minutes bawling like a baby. I've never felt so overwhelmed. It was hard to even talk to my fiance about what was going on. Eventually, as I sat in the driveway, I started praying and I gave all my issues and worries to God. That sounds so cliche but it was so relieving to hand my problems over to someone else. I know He will take care of the accompanist, the finances, the paperwork, the student teaching, and everything else that was weighing on my mind. After that I was able to better articulate my feelings to my best friend. I'm so thankful for a loving God who is always there, even when I've ignored Him and haven't given Him the proper attention. I'm praying for a better day tomorrow, but more importantly, a day in which I am constantly aware of His goodness and provision.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Responsibility
Day 75
Part of working in the food industry requires clean facilities. Our family-owned pizza shop was due for a good Spring cleaning and guess who was put in charge of the heavy scrubbing while she is home for Spring break...me. My grandpa told me that I could be trusted to do a good job of it. So, today I started scrubbing the sides of the deep fryer, the oven, and a shelving unit. I forgot how much I enjoy hard, dirty work. If only I had more time to just clean instead of balancing that time with cooking.
I guess it feels good to be held responsible in this sort of case. It is motivation to do the job right and to do it to the best of my ability. Thank you, Lord, for this unique responsibility and for allowing my trustworthiness to show. It is simply a reflection of Your goodness.
Part of working in the food industry requires clean facilities. Our family-owned pizza shop was due for a good Spring cleaning and guess who was put in charge of the heavy scrubbing while she is home for Spring break...me. My grandpa told me that I could be trusted to do a good job of it. So, today I started scrubbing the sides of the deep fryer, the oven, and a shelving unit. I forgot how much I enjoy hard, dirty work. If only I had more time to just clean instead of balancing that time with cooking.
I guess it feels good to be held responsible in this sort of case. It is motivation to do the job right and to do it to the best of my ability. Thank you, Lord, for this unique responsibility and for allowing my trustworthiness to show. It is simply a reflection of Your goodness.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Wisdom
Day 74
We celebrated Dustin's birthday today with his family. I'm glad we have the opportunity to celebrate birthdays because they are a celebration and reminder of the gift of life. If Dustin had never existed, we would have no wedding to plan nor a lifetime to spend together. They say as you grow older grow wiser. I'm not sure how accurate that statement is, but I have definitely seen Dustin grow and mature since I've known him. With age and experience, one gains knowledge and wisdom. Celebrating another year of life also celebrates the opportunity of learning and gaining that wisdom. I'm pretty thankful for the man whom God has given me to be my future husband and I'm thankful for the years of life He has blessed him with and for the many more we will be able to share together.
We celebrated Dustin's birthday today with his family. I'm glad we have the opportunity to celebrate birthdays because they are a celebration and reminder of the gift of life. If Dustin had never existed, we would have no wedding to plan nor a lifetime to spend together. They say as you grow older grow wiser. I'm not sure how accurate that statement is, but I have definitely seen Dustin grow and mature since I've known him. With age and experience, one gains knowledge and wisdom. Celebrating another year of life also celebrates the opportunity of learning and gaining that wisdom. I'm pretty thankful for the man whom God has given me to be my future husband and I'm thankful for the years of life He has blessed him with and for the many more we will be able to share together.
Surprises
Day 73
Surprise bridal shower from my lovely friends from college! I had no idea what was going on when I was getting ready for the day. Both of my roommates were in on it yet they played it out well until I entered the party room on campus. I felt overwhelmed with happiness and knowing I am very much blessed. Some of my close friends that I've gotten to know throughout these years were able to come and celebrate with everyone else. It was quite a blessing to be able to call these wonderful ladies my friends. They had chocolate, fruit, cashews, balloons, gifts, and a slideshow of our engagement photos playing during the party. I am humbled and honored to have such amazing friends.
Surprise bridal shower from my lovely friends from college! I had no idea what was going on when I was getting ready for the day. Both of my roommates were in on it yet they played it out well until I entered the party room on campus. I felt overwhelmed with happiness and knowing I am very much blessed. Some of my close friends that I've gotten to know throughout these years were able to come and celebrate with everyone else. It was quite a blessing to be able to call these wonderful ladies my friends. They had chocolate, fruit, cashews, balloons, gifts, and a slideshow of our engagement photos playing during the party. I am humbled and honored to have such amazing friends.
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